Hi. This hurts to write. I to am an alcoholic and suffering greatly for the last 35 yrs because of it
. I prayed and prayed for healing and it never came til now. I have lost everything but my heartbeat. I was so stinkin numb to the warnings and hints from my wife that I needed help. Well it is too late for us now but I finally got the courage from Jesus to go through treatment. This is very painful to share this but it needs to be done. It is part of my healing.
I am excited to start this Monday. I don't know what the help is looking like but I am ready and willing to do it for the Glory of GOD. It is going to be a big victory for both of us....me and God. he has waited many years for me to come home. I felt HIS tugging all the time but never looked to see who it was. It is pretty stormy right now but with what little faith I have it is going to be OK soon. My dear bros and sisters' please pray for me that I will complete the program.
My dear Jesus I pray that You will heal me soon from this terrible bondage. The devil has lied to me all this time and I believed him and not YOU. Please forgive me Jesus for not listening to YOU. I'm sorry. Lord I anticipate JOY to be instilled in my heart so I can tell the truth to my brothers and sisters that YOU are real and alive through the miracle YOU have given to me. Thank YOU Jesus for helping me and loving me. i have tears of joy running down my face right now Lord because I am dying and being reborn again in a new life ahead of me. I give YOU thanks and praise Jesus for going to the cross for all of us. I love YOU Jesus my GOD. Amen
Chili cryin
